WORFE
Lydia Aldridge

1.
Submerged, in the deep salt
Water way, way out.
Weeds twisting round my neck
Like the grip of a baby’s hand
And its pinguid, oil-slick
Form dances in the current —
A morbid waltz.
A serpentine serenade
Slowly caressing that swollen stomach,
A death by distillation.
I’ll stroke those ribbons,
and weave them tighter
A Maypole dance,
In darkest Winter
I’ll bring it to the surface,
To face the greats.
2.
Dried-out tongues,
Slain on marbled floors.
Some are filed
Between the classics.
I’ll stride on,
Through that Great Paradise,
Through Furies
Through Chaos
Come face to face
With Milton himself,
Whilst he alludes to some
Badly kept secret.
To the syntax
To the epic
To the end
Heaving heavy at full stops.
3.
In those coveted cloisters,
Harbouring idols of old
And the faces of icons,
I will look for Alisaundre.
I’ll wash it all
Down the back of my
throat, and let my tongue
rest against the back of my teeth.
I’ll let the taste trickle
Down to settle in my aching
Stomach, and swallow through
My aching throat.
Here Greensleeves will play
Faintly as ever, whilst my
Eyes sting loudly,
Staring at the altar.
4.
And when time passes,
The way it always does.
When life’s labyrinths
Smother and choke
I’ll find a river
And follow it,
North to Middle,
‘Till I land in the Worfe.
To resurface there,
Beneath Willow trees
Face down among the reeds,
Breathing easy.