Esmé
By Mahalia Curtis-Lundberg

You are
radishes
In the spring
A blossom pink blushing buttermilk
A flotilla of
Muslin crumpled up and warmed in the sun
A breath a breeeze
Sugared almonds on the tongue
You temper my animosity
Those sharpknife snags in myself
Offer chamomile comfort in the dark
A muesli in the mornings
In handcupped clay bowls that mum made before
We existed
You are
a filigree snowdrop
A wildflower meadow, silver-stemmed sprays
You settle the storm, the sea
Pacify the volatility, soften the grit
With your butterfly ease
Just like when you used to try and eat the gravel
when you were little
You
The satin swathed moon,
the surface of a lilypond,
You dilute when I'm too strong, its brewed too long
Saturate in weakness
You mitigate to maintain
the equipoise
the balance
the nuances of domesticity
You are both
the background and the foreground
A Pre-raphaelite painting flaxen muse
A watercolour wash, a slow sheen
It annoys me when you take so long
to peel the sellotape from the paper
But really
your considered pace
and patience,
Is just right
You are
A familiarity, a home, an echo
Are you
You are
radishes